My ex-bf wanted to hang out with me, again, and i said yes. Maybe because the last time we saw each other we didnt have much time to talk, or we both felt awkward so i guess he just wanted to made it up and like hang out and have fun together. But I let him waited for me without showing up. i just thought that it was wrong to meet up with him. and again, he talked to me and asked if i wanted to go out again, without ditching, and i said yes, again. i really dont know why i said yes. When i got there, i was like 'ok....?why am i here?' and then he was just like staring at me. he didnt even say HELLO! and that got me pissed off.
one of our friends offered me a sit, but i refused. i talked to one of my former classmates, while i was looking at my ex, and him looking at me. at that time, i really didnt know why did he want me to come there if he's not gonna entertain or talk to me! i got upset, so i left, without him knowing it.
When i got home at my Lolo's house, he sent me a text asking where am i and why did i leave. i dont understand him. i cried, but i dont know why.
i did not talk to him for like 2-3 weeks after that happened.
and then one time, i was online and he was online he gave me a buzz. I really didnt know if i should talk to him cause i am MAD at him, but i did. maybe because to clear things up.
While he was talking, i was crying because he's making me feel bad and making my feeling for him worse! i didnt know if i made the right decision to leave. im mad at him and im mad with what he's doing!
i dont know. he just made me think that all guys are the same.



JERKS.